simmering like a pot of stew-

if there's one thing that i hate, its incompetency. specifically, my own incompetency.

i dont really give a fuck what people think. i set my own standards, and if i think i failed, means i did. no two ways about it. having been vilified by the national press when i was in sec school taught me enough not to care about what people say, and hell, people spin untruths half the time anyway.

i hate proving people right. what got to me was not the smirks that whispered "told you he cant do it", but that i knew they were right. deep down, i knew that my inadequacy was for all to see. disgusting.

if there's something else i picked up in life, its never to reveal your emotions. so before i say too much, i shall end this little rant.

mark it.